Sigh...

One of my new year's resolutions this year has been to not be as desperate anymore to "find" someone. But looking at the presidential candidates and their helpers (OK, Bill does not fit the bill in this case), i.e. their wives, one cannot help but be a little hopeful that one day I too will have a helper. I know all the amazing ones will not be taken because of the fact that there are still amazing people whom I've met who are single and older and the fact that guys can always go younger. So as difficult as it will be for me to get that off my mind and shoulders, I will do my best. It doesn't help that I'm having difficulty finding "kindred spirits" in my medical school class or even those at church or from college who are still around MO. Perhaps my standard is high... perhaps that's why I was so desperate last year to find someone with whom I could share my innermost feelings. Alas... it's a catch-22 that I will have to live with for at least a year.